i want out of this place. sometimes i consider mindless moneymaking employment for no other reason than to meet my personal desire to be free of the stress brought on by living with people who have other aspirations for me. i fail to understand why exactly.
Hi,
I’m here reading. You have left Chicago, found a place to live and have startd your classses. Good for you for making your dreams happen! Why not? If not YOUR dreams then whose?
Choices abound….I’m reminded that the only limitations are the ones I create. That is truly why I love rock climbing. There are so many ways to get up the mountain!! I am forced to make a choice because I can’t just hang on suspended, gripping the mountain side forever…I will exhaust myself. I have to take a risk and reach out for that next handhold even though I can’t see it…I have to feel for it. (Speaking of which Phil called you to see if you wanted to go scuba diving with him) A miracle is a change in thought (that’s a “Mom” belief)so here is to showing up fully to the potential in this moment, the opportunity to experience a miracle.
I love you!